Brent Francis Maupin is sifty-seven years old. Mr. Maupin has been living in the Los Padres off and on since 1976.
rather than to be a poet
i would like to be a fifty foot oak
hidden deep in the unviolated recesses
of the los padres national forest
with submissively reproductive ants
at my trunk
which also slowly devour me
wet lichen on my bark
a silver brook of pure mountain water
trilling past me
condors and butterflies
flying joyously above
in golden sunshine
my war
my war is against myself
the enemy is always attacking the enemy
in endless search of pomp and pelf
when will the good powers
stop my mad obsession
only until the cosmos
has burnt itself out
and then, what then
i suspect that i am blessed
and condemned
by the fury of stars
and emptiness
void
solitary wanderer
in the shadow of the rock
cool in the cave
looking out upon the desert sand
blazing in the sun
i remember you who are dead
and silent as the emptiness where i am
the blue river eases through infinity
a happy fool of time
my chest is wounded
and pain makes me shake
i lean into the earth
and share your spirit
with the sweetness of the death i give
an old caterpillar
turkey vulture
the memory of a lost love
is the wind blowing a can
crawls across a rock
in the night rain
drifts in the wind
hunting late
a flock of pigeons
rises into a cloudy sky
down an empty street
in moab utah
julia butterfly hill --
maenad
billions of years old earth
dying into night
the way its done
for millions of days and
nights
the cold came up, all the
heat went out of the air
the mist rose,
and i was buried in
darkness

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